Happy Birthday, Ashley

To Dear Ashley,

Happy Birthday dear Ashley, today you will be 3 years old. Uncle Black has not been seeing you for quite some while. Definitely uncle is missing you, though you havn't learned a few words but was still very happy when uncle played some music to you. I believe you should had becoming a talkative girl by now. Sometimes uncle will get some update of your growth from your mummy via Facebook, even uncle wasn't around by your side but will still know that you are fine.

Keep on growing Ashley. Trust me this small world is still wonderful to live with even of the miserables around us. One day you will get to live your own life. Hope that you will be brave enough to accept what's happening around you, to understand that why daddy wasn't around by your side. Take care of mummy, be her best friend & accompany her throughout the journey. Do not cause trouble to her. Listen to her & love her.

Stay healthy & cheerful always!

Best Regards
Uncle Black

做人何必撑得那么狼狈

前天对着YT姐和铁人兄发了一顿脾气。
既然是吃饭时间就别谈工作的事嘛，还没摸透我的臭脾气吗？

我已经反复地问了自己很多遍了：什么事情才是我的工作？才是我的责任？
除了日常的维修工作和日常检查，以及应付租户的投诉之外，还得确保清洁工作顺畅地进行，还得去油漆，还得帮忙找蓝图。

如今又要我监视大家的加班时间。

那一刻，我崩溃了，根本就没有在顾虑我的感受！要知道我根本就没有资格去管这！我的职位是最底的！凭什么去管人家？
完全无法接受。

上述交待的任务都确确实实去干了。兢兢业业，深怕有一丝办得不好，让支持的人失望。

晚上独自留下来抓鬼为了什么？
天天关在办公室，哪儿都没法去为了什么？
油漆时遭受别人的白眼为了什么？
升职考验？算了，我不升。
加班机会？算了，不赚。
说的尽是风凉话。
眼看大家当个技术人员，随随便便就过一天，每个月照样袋装平安，为什么我就做得那么辛苦？

第二天，被市场部的小姐硬拉出去喝咖啡。她出奇地有耐性，三言两语就把我的口供都逼出来了，并且对于我的付出给予肯定，最后让我乖乖地继续干活。
在此，向她道一声谢，虽然她还没找到来这篇博文的路。
心服口服。 :)

如今已是第三天，尽管工作依然不怎么如意，但似乎又想通了什么。

别人做工你也做工，别人轻松你苦恼。
只因为别人比你少了一样东西。
它叫做责任感。

呼！今天写了好多，是太久没写了吗？没办法，人要是太久不说话，口可是会臭的哟。 :p

我明白了

我想：我似乎开始明白，我的优点和缺点是什么了。