Can't deal with this poisonous wound

When a love that used to be sweet
Has turned into bitterness
When I've become just the wind in your eyes
Today... I have no strength left
When the person I trusted is able to hurt me
Creating a scar in my heart
I wasn't careful
By the time I knew I was betrayed
I'd already been forsaken
I've changed into a weak person
But that doesn't mean I'm asking you
To come back and love me, understand that

It's just my heart has never felt this much pain
It's just my heart has never loved anyone
As much as you before
The reason I'm crazy and unreasonable now
You should know
That my heart has never been scarred from a slit
But I want you to know
The one thing I care about
Is my own heart
Because it has to carry on a living
To overcome this reality...

No matter how much I loved you
But today
I'll forget what happened
During this terrible part of my life
I hold myself
It'll be much longer until I can let anyone enter my heart
Living with a scar in my heart
All by myself
Living with this scar of betrayal
And I have no one
Even if I appear to be weak
But that doesn't mean I'm asking you
To come back and love me, understand that

It's just my heart has never felt this much pain
It's just my heart has never loved anyone
As much as you before
The reason I'm weak at this point is only because
I can't deal with this poisonous wound...

Even if I'm weak at this moment
I'm sure one day
I'll be able to overcome this poisonous wound.

-Tan Ah Kow @ 08 Dec 2010, looking back at Tan Ah Kow @ 04 Apr 2008